Not so normal day. Excitement was all over the place. Then all the crap started to set in. I was letting myself get bothered by every little stinkin thing. I know who it is. I know why it was happening. I'm standing in front of people, they can see that I'm getting upset. I'm such an idiot. I'm letting it control me. I'm not perfect. I know I'm better than that. I know he wants me to give in. God was standing right there in front of me saying " don't let it take you. Take a breathe, calm down. Why did you think he would do anything else. On a day like today he would want nothing more than to try and take your joy away. Don't let it take you."
Satan,
You have nothing on me
You have no power over me
With your very own hands you formed me; now breathe your wisdom over me so I can understand you. When they see me waiting, expecting your Word, those who fear you will take heart and be glad. I can see now, God, that your decisions are right; your testing has taught me what's true and right. Oh, love me—and right now!—hold me tight! just the way you promised. Now comfort me so I can live, really live; your revelation is the tune I dance to. Let the fast-talking tricksters be exposed as frauds; they tried to sell me a bill of goods, but I kept my mind fixed on your counsel. Let those who fear you turn to me for evidence of your wise guidance. And let me live whole and holy, soul and body, so I can always walk with my head held high.
Psalm 119:73
Sincerely,
Deena Robbins
